October 31. 07

Had a dream that I was in New York. Woke up with tall copper sculpture buildings and a fellow friend that was acting as if we we’re back at home. An aisle of copper replicas of what might have been New York. I was left with the same amount of treasures in my hand. A hotel we we’re staying in was tall as the sky but, I asked for permission and you denied. Extremely impatient personality was a simple case unsolved. Looking around for some sort of information, a sort of dream state, and cloudy sun rise. When that permission was denied you we’re already in line chatting along with a stranger. Off on your own, I was wondering with no security. I awaked a second time, this time it was blank. Everything seem so secured and known where everything was. Discussions of the obvious that they had sat right in front of us, never questioning why it had such an evil perceptive. To others its just a game, it’s just a product. Super giant boxes with every desire, every possible thing to make life convenient, and never leaving that box. It doesn’t feel to much like Halloween but, maybe that’s the lack of spirit. No cash to dress up, no one to feel like this could be fun, maybe a bike ride for drunkenness could be possible.
Started on the riffs for the concept album. The way I described it was an awkward chord with a jazzy confusion leading off as a overcoming of these emotions. Continue to up lift then a bust of lively riffs that hits it off. So far, so good. Not sure if I want this to be a album about my hallucinogenic experience. And also a feel of leaving the atmosphere with it hits off becoming a spacey vibe then not realizing that your so far in deep space you become those feelings again (confusion and awkwardness.) after that no clue but, it’s going pretty smooth.
One more week for I can get into the Kaplan plan. At first I didn’t think that It would be interesting but, now that I got my head a little bit clear. I’m really excited just nerves that I’m starting something new but, humans are sometime nerves or scared of change anyways. But something in my mind says “ you’ll be fine and just continue to make yourself happy” and that’s what I’ve been doing so that’s that!

Make everyone happy, goodness wins evilness every time!

Lets hope for something a fun night!

Happy Halloween!